Life is fair?

Read a blog recently, it's a blog created by a mummy for her 3 children..but her children are in the hands of God in heaven. She lost her first and second boy during her pregnancy and her 3rd baby girl was born in this world for just 36 hours. I can feel her pains when reading her blog, why life is so unfair for her and the husband? If God is testing on them, but why 3 times? Her husband wrote this when the baby girl died.." I prayed and prayed hard while my baby Ashley lay there dying.I told God, that if ever in my life I needed Him to do me a miracle, it is now." And the toughest moment was the father need to do the birth cert and then the death cert for the baby.

Frankly, my faith to God has shaken while I read the story..many times in my life, I do pray to God to make something happened. Well, I don't get the answer immediately, however sometimes the answer comes later. However, I guess I do need to pray harder to get back my faith and go closer to Him.

May God bless the family and 3 angels in heaven...

Heirloom chair-传家之宝

Yesterday asked mum to take out the heirloom chair for jazzel to sit. This antique chair is from brother-in law's childhood, then passed to Ern Hao and now girl girl. First time putting jazzel on the chair, she is very excited as there is a small table for her to place the toys. She is quite firm sitting on the chair, but i worried she will feel painful, so put some pillows t o support her.

When dear dear reached home, he is so happy to see girl girl sitting on the chair. Daddy is so proud of jazzel as she is growing strong and firm now. Guess we will start putting her on the walking chair soon.

oh ya, jazzel is getting more and more 贪吃now, she will keep starring at the food when someone is eating. i tried to give her bread, wang wang, cucumber..she will immediately stick out the tongue and lick. My sis always call her "tam jiak po" hahaaa...really cannot wait till friday to bring girl girl home, but dear dear got to work on this Saturday, sianz!

Daddy, gai gai

Jazzel inheritate one thing from daddy, both of them like to go gai gai. When we bring girl girl back over the weekends, she can never sleep tight during nap time. She will lie in sarong, her eyes keep looking at daddy, its like saying "daddy, dun leave me alone at home, dun go gai gai without me". She will make noise if daddy walk away, so me and dear dear have to tell her "Jazzel must drink milk milk, take nap, then daddy will bring you go gai gai".Then she will 放心sleep le. But she will only sleep for half to 1 hour.

While prepraring to go shopping at Orchard. I was busy packing stuff upstairs while dear dear carried things to the car. MIL was carrying Jazzel and she looking at daddy busy in and out. Suddenly Jazzel cried loudly, I thought what happened to her and quickly rush downstairs...she thought daddy going out without her. Pieng, I can't believe it! When dear dear walked back to her, she smiled immediately. I guess she is being spoilt le..

daddy, i want go gai gai


bring me go gai gai, DADDY!!!

i am very sleepy, but i want go gai gai..bring me gai gai..

YEAH!! daddy said gai gai lor

Alarm clock

We found there is an "alarm clock" inside Jazzel as she will follow below routine everyday. If we adult do not follow, she will remind us by shouting, screaming!!!

730am: wake up
800am: bath
9am++: morning nap
11am++: wake up, play, "ask" nanny bring her go gai gai
2pm++: afternoon nap
4pm++: wake up, play
5pm++: bath
6pm: evening nap
7pm: start to make noise coz she knows mummy coming to fetch her to ah ma's house, nanny has to bring her outside the door to wait for mummy
815pm: start to make noise coz she wants to go back to nanny's house to take milk milk and sleep
830-9pm: Sleep