Playground

We stop at the playground on the way back from market. She is really enjoyed!

Sad thing was on the way back home, she fell and hurt the knee. Jazzel was crying loud when mommy tried to put a plaster for her. She was totally freak out with plaster, so mommy removed it. Then she cried again when saw the blood on her kneecap. She was limping as if her leg broken...hhahaaahaaaa

Sleep or tv?

Karaoke @ Chinatown

Been "itchy" for very long and finally went for karaoke with the gals. Ah Hwee always managed to find the cheapest deal in town. $10 for 3 hours, include free flow of drinks and 1 bowl of sharkfin!!! 世上还有便宜捡， 真不错！

Walk along Chinatown after karaoke, amazed by the changes so far. Always thought this is the place for old people :p

p/s: Received a good news from Lay Moi, she is 3 months pregnant!!! Congrats!

Speak Korean??

Daddy calling home to check on us..Jazzel was the first to dash to phone..dun understand what she is talking about but sound like Korean lei...only understand she said "come back", guess she is asking daddy come back home quickly to play with her :D

Jazzel 1st time to swimming pool

Jazzel first time dip to the pool on 8 November 2009.
Venue: Woodlands public swimming pool
Accompany by: Daddy, Mommy and gor gor

She was quite timid initially, so just let her sit on the step a pool side. Tried to encourage her to go down and walk in the pool, but she keep saying 不要不要..so daddy said don't force her else she will have phobia in future. When she get bolder, she accidentally drink some water...choke choke!!!
She stayed in the pool for about 45 mins and mommy realised she started shivering...too cold. Abit heartpain to see her shivering, so 'fish" her out from the pool.

Quite a good starting point, Jazzel has to keep it on...sure one day you can swim.

p/s: Mommy also love to swim, but can't swim :(

Feeling down

(Edited on 9 Nov)
Feeling very down this morning after reading Charmaine's blog. Confirmed HAMA positive. Don't know who I can talk to, feel so depressed the whole journey in the train. Even think I should stop reading Charmaine's blog as it really affects my emotion. My day will go very happy whenever I read she is doing well with her treatment. My heart sank when I know she is suffering.

My mind just keep on rolling with all these nonsense. Start thinking what if this happened to my own kid?? Why should I bring my kid to this world and let them suffer?? I know I was not thinking right...

Dear Lord, I know life is full of obstacles and YOU are testing on us. While YOU are testing on us, please also give us strengths to fight. She is just a little girl who still has long journey to explore in her life. I am sure YOUR love will make things smoother eventually. Love you, Lord.

And now when I am writing, I know I can't stop reading Charmaine's blog. I won't have a peaceful mind each day without knowing how is she. She is just a stranger to me, but my heart goes to her. I guess this is so called 母性的天质吧！

p/s: I also need strength in daily life, still not doing well as a wife and mother. Feel so lousy :(

dd and me feel so relief when knowing Charmaine's scan is all cleared! Thanks be to God! Amen.

Daddy over mommy!

Usually daddy will leave home early in morning for work, but this week daddy is on course. So this was what happened this morning....

6:55am: Mommy woke Jazzel up. Princess still 赖床 (as usual)

7:00am: Jazzel saw daddy still at home. Without calling mommy first, she said "Daddy!!!"(can tell she was surprised to see daddy at home)

7:03am: Mommy picked Jazzel up from babycot
Mommy: Good morning Jazzel, can you give mommy a kiss?
Instead of usual morning kiss to mommy, she leaned forward to kiss daddy! (okie, fine!)

7:05am: Mommy changed diaper for Jazzel, but daddy took over (cut queue!)

7:10am: Mommy going to comb Jazzel's hair, but she ran away and want daddy to comb for her (Fine!)

While waiting for nanny to pick her up, she asked daddy and mommy to play with her. This was the ONLY time in this morning that she prefers both of us at the same time.

Conclusion: Daddy is over mommy today! (for the first time)

p/s: of coz when mommy scolding Jazzel, daddy is definitely over mommy at that moment. Am always the 黑脸 :(